MeeShikins

When I close my eyes, I see blue. I see pain. I see the tearful face of you. When I close my eyes, I feel sadness. I feel rain. I feel your warm tears of distress. When I close my eyes, I hear crying. I hear begging. I hear your soul slowly dieing. I want to stop seeing your tears. I want to stop feeling your sadness. I want to stop hearing your cries. Let me make all the bad things go away.

I love to see you smile, Like nothing's wrong. I'd love to sing to you A slow sweet song. When I don't see you smile, All I want to do Is make you feel better Because I love you.

Everyday is the exact same thing, Waiting for what the weekend will bring. I wait to see you, to see your face, So bad I want to be with you in the same place. It’s been too long and I miss you so much. I miss your kisses, your hugs, and your soft touch. Why aren’t you here in the same city as me, Under the same lights, I wish you were holding me. I sit at my window watching the stars, Every single night, by being so far, Many miles separate us from each other Both of us longing for one another... (chorus) Can’t tell you how much I miss you, Wish you were here, I could kiss you. I hate being this lonely inside,

Footsteps echoed in the darkness outside the bedroom, hastily waking me from sleep. My boyfriend lying beside me mumbled something out of his half-asleep mind, still pleasantly in the midst of his dreams. He rolled over and faced the wall. I sat up, moving the covers beside me and rubbed my eyes. I decided to get up and investigate, despite the hour and my dense sleepiness. Stumbling over anonymous objects on the floor, choosing my steps carefully, I slowly made my way blindly to the door, opening it quietly.     Venturing out into the hall, I felt the wall for the light switch. At that moment, I had a strange feeling about the presence in